59 hours and some change...

I have about 59 hours and some change and I will be holding my new daughter. I am scheduled for my c-section friday may 15th at 7:30 am. I'm getting so anxious, not so much good anxious and paranoid anxious. I have been having issues with her not being so reactive. I had a Non stress test monday at the Ob's and she failed. So the OB sent me for a bio physical profile ultrasound, which we could see her practise breathing and such so they passed her. Then as I was leaving the office the dr called up and told the receptionist he wanted me back in wednesday for another NST. Makes me paranoid after everything I have been through the last 4 months.

So off to the OB tomorrow morning for another NST. Fingers crossed that all will be well tomorrow and I can relax. I really want to enjoy the last few hours I have of ever being pregnant without worry.

I am also having my tubes tied since I will be cut open anyway. Andy volunteered for the big "V" which could still be an option, but in the mean time I'm up to bat. This little girl will make our family complete!

I wonder which one of my 3 previous children she will resemble? James born with the bright red hair, rebecca with the dark hair or bald shalonda? Who's disposition will she also have, shalonda's laid back attitude or rebecca & James go get em attitude? Either way I am getting excited for friday.

Is it friday yet? LOL....